i need treatment, fast.

School right now is boring me to a very alarming level. There's not a subject that I don't like this semester, unlike the previous semesters where even if I hate more than half my subjects, there's at least one or two that I like. We're reaching our final examinations and yet I feel like I haven't learned a thing. Not one school-related thing gets me excited anymore. My mind is getting duller (is there such word?) and duller every single day. I even feel like my brain cells have rotten inside my head!

Moreover, the pressure of having this school life is definitely not encouraging me to do good. Pressure from family, my conscience, my schoolmates, my churchmates, almost everyone. The more pressure there is, the more I escape. The escape, I tell you, is really really tempting. And the worst part is, I've given in to it a lot of times. And that is definitely not good. NOT GOOD. Some people might say I'm just being lazy (because I am), but I don't think so. This is beyond laziness, and again, that's not good.

The slightly-good thing about this is, I really want to change. I want to stop. I want to be enthusiastic about school again, I really do. It's just that, I've been pulled away from it, and it's really really hard to go back. If I could turn back time, I've done it a long time ago. I'm sick. I really need to be treated, fast. I don't want to upset the people expecting from me anymore.
I need help.

blogging in an instant

I found this amazing add-on for Firefox (not a big fan of IE). It's called ScribeFire Blog Editor. Using ScribeFire, I can blog in an instant! I just press F8 (hotkey) and voila! I can write a post and publish it on my blog. You can modify the time stamp to publish your post on a certain date. nice, dba! iI'm even using it right now!

This is very very useful especially when my "laziness" is starting and I want to blog something, then all I have to do is press F8! yeah, it's really really cute, I recommend it! Here's a link to ScribeFire:
Getting Started With ScribeFire - Scribefire: Fire up your blogging

and I fell in love all over again!

Just after we finished our activities at church,
just when my friends and I were walking past the front gate,
I was just about to leave, then suddenly someone called me from afar,
and when I turned my back,

I.. I.. I fell in love!
I fell in love all over again with my dream car: the Mini Cooper ♥
(akala niyo ah! lain jud kayo nig huna-huna ning uban... :p )

Me and my friends started screaming real loud, it was so cute, and gorgeous, and looked really really cool! It even had a vintage feel to it. I really did think it was vintage, I wasn't able to confirm it though (Di mi friends sa driver). Really, my lost love came back! I first fell in love with a Mini when I saw it driven on the movie "The Italian Job", starring Charlize Theron and Mark Wahlberg. They used the Minis as getaway cars, and they were just so cute! Ever since then, I dreamed of having one of my own, as a personal car, of course. It can't possibly be a family car. Well it can, though you'd be sausages inside.

Anyway, right before I wrote this post, I researched for images of Minis and I found out that just this 2009, its newest model is available: a Mini Cooper Convertible! (see below)


See? It looks really cute! More like a combination of a sports car and a Volkswagen Beatle!
So cute! Kawaii, neh!